I'm frustrated by our new computer. At one point we had found all my photos and I had access to them, and then suddenly they were gone. I can't find them anywhere. They have to be here, but I look on our old hard drive and our back up hard drive and I search our new one and I can't find them. It scares me. I have videos from all the kids births, and all the pictures I've taken over the last few years lost somewhere in our computer. I can't even put the new pictures on our new computer yet because I'm scared that by doing so I'll someone erase all my old pictures. I know that doesn't make any sense but I fell a bit panicked about the thought of loosing all my pics. Blogging isn't as fun without new pictures to show you, so I'm not feeling to inspired to blog. This weekend we are going up to spend some time in John's family's cabin. I look forward to being in the woods, maybe seeing snow, taking lots of pictures, and spending a lot of time not thinking about this computer.